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Eating Disorder Who Was Previously Hospitalized Shares Inspiring Pics Of New Curves

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Eating Disorder Who Was Previously Hospitalized Shares Inspiring Pics Of New Curves

Megan Jayne, 22 year old ​resident of Colchester, England, was only 14 when Jayne was diagnosed with anorexia. She was at the extreme point of anorexia and the only thing that would save her life was hospitalization and force-feeding through a tube.

“​Thin would never be thin enough. The eating disorder overcame me so much that I believed it was all that I was and all that I had, I became an empty shell of a girl, still obsessing over whether my stomach was visible through my hospital gown. ​Thin would never be thin enough. The eating disorder overcame me so much that I believed it was all that I was and all that I had, “I became an empty shell of a girl, still obsessing over whether my stomach was visible through my hospital gown”​​ she told the Daily Mail.

 

You can get there. Maybe right now you can’t see a way out. Maybe you’ve been dragged into the depths of self hatred, and you just can’t see a way back up. We’ve all been poisoned by a world that profits from us hating our bodies, and if they had their way we’d be tied down forever. Paying for their impossible idea of perfection with our money, our self esteem, our happiness. But I know that you can break free. Because I did. You just have to believe that you can. You have more strength inside of yourself than you will ever know. You are powerful. Powerful enough to rip off those chains holding you down, and refuse to believe that you aren’t good enough any longer. You’ve spent enough of your life shackled by other people’s expectations. It’s time to be free, and embrace the beautiful body positive warrior that’s been in you all along. If this girl can get there, I know that you can too. ?????

A photo posted by Megan Jayne Crabbe ? (@bodyposipanda) on

 

Jayne decided when she was 16 that she needed to fight and overcome the disease. However, binge-eating mixed with obsessive calorie-counting made it clear that her disorder remained, only to realize it was all about how she perceives her body . A picture swirling on the social media inspired Jayne to set up her own Instagram account. She takes photos of herself in all her curvy glory, to motivate to train herself to love her body as it is and inspire others to do the same. Now, she has over 71,000 followers. Her first post was a bikini selfie, which she agonized over for hours, imagining all the horrible comments people would make. Instead, she received an outpouring of support and love that continues to this day. 

 

 

RECOVERY IS WORTH IT. I know there are times that you don’t believe that. I know that it’s harder than you ever thought it would be. I know that it hurts – physically, mentally, emotionally. I know that a lot people don’t understand. And because I know, because I can never forget, I can promise you this… It will get better. The voice of your eating disorder that takes over every waking moment will fade the more you defy it. Food will get less terrifying, eventually you’ll rediscover the joy in it. The old you will reappear, and the people worthy of your love will still be there, or new ones will come. A day will pass without the constant obsession of the next meal. Your body will try its best to heal itself. It might look very different and that will be scary. But it will let you live like you never thought you could again. One day you could even learn to love it. Keep going. Be kind to yourself, be patient and be forgiving. Believe that you deserve it. I know it might seem impossible, but it is worth it. I promise. ???

A photo posted by Megan Jayne Crabbe ? (@bodyposipanda) on

Throwback time, 4 years and 2 proms apart. In between those pictures I dropped to 65lbs, rocketed up to 180lbs and continued to lose and gain hundreds of pounds in total over the next 4 years. Needless to say there was never a magical weight that banished all my demons and made me happy with my body, only body positivity and accepting myself as I am has given me that. I have no idea what I weigh now. I’ll never weigh myself again, I’ll never diet again. I’ll never define my worth as a person by the size and shape of my body again. ?? #pizzasisters4lyfe #bodypositive #effyourbeautystandards #honormycurves #iamproudtobe #feminist #edwarriors #recoveryispossible #riotsnotdiets #losehatenotweight #bodylove4all #nobodyshamecampaign #allbodiesaregoodbodies

A photo posted by Megan Jayne Crabbe ? (@bodyposipanda) on

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Rachi P. is the Founder of 'The Style Momma' and a retail-chain entrepreneur based in New York. The mother of two has a background in health, but her uncanny passion in fashion & style led to the set up of 'The Style Momma'.

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